So Tired of it

Life has a funny way,
Of keeping my self-confidence at bay,
Just when it seems like its going to be okay,
Everything I've worked for gets washed away,
It gets harder each and every day,
Nothing that I can do or say,

My heart is true,
What can I do,
Just keep pushing through,
Struggles to me us nothing new,
Just need another chance though I've had a few,
After every hardship you would have thought I grew,

Into a better being,
What am I not seeing,
I'm not a person just a thing,
Just have the fat lady sing,

For me its all over,
My body is soon to be colder,
Crush my head with a giant bolder,


Written by a true Meenjataka