Bitters Straight Down

Can you feel it
With the aching in your bones
Do you know it  
With the coldness all alone
And you sense it
In the back of your mind
It gets closer every time except for now
 
But now here, but not ever
Too much too fast is just not enough  
In all this time I've been though so much
What's been pumped through me and made who I am
It's You in the end, and I know that I can
 
I trip and I'll fall but never lose step
For another night with you I will not regret
In the end we can see it together at last
I'll find myself alone with the thoughts in my head
 
Sunk in a bed far too familiar with me
Mind at ease and dreams unachieved
I turn on my side and stare out in space
For the abyss stares back, I'm part of its race