My friend and I

I'll let you look inside my mind
if you'll repay my gift in kind.
I wish to see the way you see
I want to think your thoughts.

There's things in here you won't believe
and all I wants a small reprieve
I won't say your minds more comfortable
I'll just say that it ain't mine.

And so I looked from out your eyes
imagine then my great surprise
when I saw that you were watching me
and I could hear your thoughts.

"I wonder why he's always sad
his life is great, it makes me mad
to have to watch him mope around
I wish that he would quit."

"How is it that he cannot see
he's so much better off than me?
That moping shit, it's time to tell him
how I really feel.

It took a couple of days for you
to get up the courage for what you had to do
but once you did you came to me
we sat down and we talked.

And as you spouted out your words
I found their meaning quite absurd
I thought your life was fantastic
i believed the same of you.

We sat and talked for what seemed like years
then through a veil of mutual tears
you asked me if I trusted you
you asked me to forget.

With tear-stained cheeks and heavy head
I weighed up what you had just said
that secretly you despised me
it made me feel betrayed.

I chose my words with heavy heart
"I'm sorry man we can't restart,
the trust is broken, shattered now
it can't be forged anew.

You've tried since then to make amends
to bridge the gap between once great friends
I'm sorry man we can't go back
I'll love you nevermore.