knife it out and eat it

knife it out and eat it
chew it up
save the trouble of
the smells
touch
sound
neck and thighs
to do the slow kill
when she's gone

nothing for the saying
just feelings no words
nothing to offer
no way for giving
what
she
needs
no words but the
sadness enrage the frustration
anger longing
sadness sadness sadness
milk carton sour

waking up the dream
rocking THAT boat yes
lose it and her yes
what to grab now?
logic probes
grope for that stupid logic
of
course
pacify what we can
bombs away

knife it out and eat it
chew it all up