Unfulfilled Life

I was sitting alone
In my room
On a bright and sunny day
I close the door
Sit on the floor and tell my family to stay away
I write and write all night long
Sometimes I forget to eat
I cant stay in my room too long
But as I write I begin to cry
And I try to smile
I try
I get on my knees and pray
I ask for him to show the way
I just need a friend
A true friend not nobody that's fake
Not a bad bxtch or a bad girl
Just someone who can relate
I need a friend to say its okay jus to make me smile
I need someone that I know will talk to me for a while
This is my poem like and comment and tell me if you are my friend
Maybe then, just maybe, I can live my life again...