The Blade

Help,I've done it again
I've hurt myself today
And there's no one to blame but myself
I've found relief in the blade
But this isn't the way I should cope
With my pain
I just don't know how to deal with life any
Other way
The blade takes away my pain
In that moment as I open my skin
All my pain and sins
Just fade away
They no longer dwell in my mind
Those short 5 minutes of sweet relief
It's a high you can't imagine
For that small amount of time everything is silent
And I can finally breathe
But I find it kind of ironic
How I hurt myself in order to
Relieve my mind