Broken Soul

No longer have you got a hold on my heart
You let me go you let yourself stray
So much in love we were so happy
You fled from this relationship you ran away
Never turning back you left me all alone
I sat up and cried myself to sleep
Hoping and praying to god you never left
Landing up in the ward of a hospital from slicing up my arm
Taking too many pills I wanted to die that day
I never thought you would leave me in this life
To be married we were to be before the end of the year
Running back to your hometown with no words ever spoken again
I texted you and called you but no answer I received
Hurting my daughter like a burn from a fire
You promised her you would stay
You promised her you would never leave
You broke that promise to us
You broke everything we had together into a million pieces
You made me feel like a warrior at one time
You made me so happy like nothing could go wrong
But you my love left me alone and cold hurt and bleeding
On the ground I fell the moment I knew you were never coming back
You are never going to take this responsibility of your lies
Told me over and over how much you loved me and needed me
I guess the drugs you smoke and the pills you cram up your nose please you more
I tried holding us together tried holding things like a bull
We were so strong but now were broken apart
We will never see each other again no more start
The wounds I slashed open on my wrist bleed freely
I’m breaking apart inside feeling so dead in this life
They say what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
Well looks like you killed me and now I’m nothing but weak
Trying to pick up my broken soul and take a step ahead
I’m afraid to try and get over and get wiser
I’ve been better I’ve seen a better part of life
Baby you broke my soul and my will to live
You meant everything to me
But now I’m finally telling you as this blood dries
You will never hurt me again I will be fine
I’m moving on and I’m making a change
I’m moving on to a better life
Happier I will become once I have a new look on life
Hating you but I’m no longer afraid to get over you
Goodbye forever I never want to see you another day
Never want to see you again so just stray and stay away