Memoirs to Xavier...

Any woman could survive off of you,
You're food for the body as well as the heart.
You pleasure, please, teach, and inspire,
I don't know where to start.

I know I'm still getting to know you,
Somethings things are still unknown to me.
But I know the basics of your heart,
And I see how your soul shines brightly.

I know anyone can obtain God's light,
But my experiences has caused mine to grow dim.
One bulb after the next,
I'm starting to run out of them...

I know I must claim it to obtain it,
But I've built up so much shame.
That I get to scared to even go to Him
Only doubt in my heart remains.

But here you come with your nourishment,
Food for my body and soul.
Helping get rid of my self punishment,
Take back all the light the Devil stole.

I like you for more than the physical,
More than the enchanted and mystical ways

You please me and touch me,
The way you kiss and make love to me.

You're the whole package deal.
Your not a snack, you're a meal.

You're a wonder to behold.
One day I hope to be as bold.

You're like a tame mighty puma,
I'm like a wild lost cat.
You're like a beautiful graceful bird,
I'm like an uncoordinated bat.

You hold yourself so gracefully,
Id mistake you for royalty.
When in the mirror I look at me,
And only see who I want to be.

But when I reach that level
when I'm as graceful as a bird,
As tame as a feline,
Using all the advice I've heard...

I will thank you warmly
And hold you close to my heart.
So I guess that the end
From a place where I didn't know where to start.