Buy me some paint

Paint everything black,
What I wouldn't do to take it all back,
Life used to always go my way,
What did I do or what did I say,
What happened for everything to change and who is to blame,
I feel like I'm someone's little game,
I once floated around careless and everything worked out for me,
If only I would have seen,
And done much more in this time of perfection,
Now I fucking hate my reflection,
Break every mirror in my house,
Waching a cat mutilate a small mouse,
That's where I got my inspiration,
That and all this irritation,
What could I have done different,
I'm so stressed and simply just spent,
Its been so long since I took a girl to the sack,
End it all and just paint it all black


Written by a true Meenjataka