Undeserving

(It rhymes at first, then stops...couldn't help it. Had to keep the words rolling out.)

I'm tired of being a failure
not useful in life
Things turning to shit around me
I couldn't even make a good wife.
Screw him though
He was nothing but worthless.
He could give my daughter anything
and he gave me nothing but stress.
He says that he loves her
but he's a father of convenience
Now I'm left to be
the one picking up the pieces.
People like you make me sick
But you blame everyone too
Your fkd up in that head of yours
So many things I wish I could do to you.
Some look at me now so proud
and they are happy for me..
because I've rid you of my life
you're something I no longer need.
I'm glad I left a dumb and arrogant
piece of shit like you are
yet your still by my side...
your like a fkn tumor.
You just keep coming back
you're an untreatable disease
I can feel great one day
the next I'm on my knees.
I'm sick of your bullshit
and all you've put us through.
You make me want to run away
but thats just what you want me to try to do.
So instead of you slowly breaking
Kaelen's heart just stay away.
You don't deserve her beauty in your life
and you sure as hell don't deserve me.