Sisyphean

macerate me in your spite
dream me to be out of sight
push me away so far
that ill never be in your life
im choking on this despair
hoping that things will turn out right
but it aint right that im hurting so much
now i see why people say life aint fair
cause it ain't.
but i feel like i deserve this
see my purpose was to work this
but you had plots in your thoughts
to destroy it
so here i stand alone
i guess thats life
man what can you do
when the person you want to be your wife
dont want nothing to do with you
and still i think about you
endlessly youve become an idol in my life
im such a fool ill admit it
but fuck it bro i guess ill end it
seven fucking years down the drain
its clear to me now
that love is a labor always in vain
pain across my heart like a tattoo
how did this picture turn out so blue?
i truly did love you boo
but i guess i gotta move on
without you