Nothing.

When time is forgotten
When we're all bitter and rotten
I'll be able to say, I know how you feel.
When going to sleep is the highlight of your life
When you're taking the next step to sacrifice
You'll finally know, how I truly feel.
You look straight ahead and your mind is blank
But you know you've enough tears to flood a river bank
All you want to do is break down and scream
Because everything is how people want it to be, just not for me
I never want you to understand how I feel.
I just sit at the back, and try to cut through the black
They say there is light at the end of the tunnel, well
I've been there, it's just another hell
I'm frozen, nothing but a zombie
I want this to be my last day, but you know I won't do it
Because I promise you, I used to know how to feel.