DUP

i was sitting on facebook on day,

and got a link to this site,

now i know my poetry is shite,

but i thought id give it a go,

been here since i started over 100 days ago,

i wrote down my thoughts and my feelings,

told you about my past and the voices in my head screaming,

i will always remember the comments you left,

this is my last one ever, along with the rest,

ive done over 50 poems on here but over all, over 3000,

i never though anyone would like what i did,

reading about how my feelings are gone or they just hid,

didnt think anyone would like the sick disturbing poems,

or the ones i did where i poured out my heart,

some of these i wrote with tears in my eyes from the start,

see my life is fucking shit,

endured hit after hit,

the face of the people id hoped id never see again,

the hate outweighs the good and im the nothing that remains,

i stopped caring,

so i started sharing,

these poems where an outlet for me,

this is a place i thought i could be free,

so i thank you D U P,

im happy my subscribers enjoyed what i wrote,

even though they took 5 minutes and where my way to cope,

if i offended anyone with anything i wrote i dont care,

im sorry i dont, its not me, i wasnt designed to care,

i valued every single subscriber i had,

i valued their comments on my poems that i wanted to share,

im not doing any more poems,

im just going,

ive had enough and im going to close off,

i may be a 6ft 11 irish guy,

but truth is that i just want to die,

been on suicide watch now for the past 5 years,

since my dad died, i never shed a tear,

i cant mask my fate,

but i thank DUP for my one safe place,

the only place i felt like i could escape,

thank you to my subscribers,

and its members,

take care everyone and please stay safe,

im happy you liked what i wrote even though you never seen my face,

if i could look any of you in the eye,

all i would say is goodbye.....................