It Resides with you

The memories and all the happiness outweighs everything
I never wanted to say goodbye
I never wanted this to happen
My breathing slows and I wonder if I'm alive
My heart still resides with you
and I smile when I think of you even if I'm sad
Even if I know you were it
Even everyday things remind me of you
Everything you done for me I am grateful for
I look at your pictures and your picture on my desk
The shirt you last had with your smell
Even the little piece of your childhood you cut out for me to sleep better at night
It all stays where it is including my heart
I never wished for this
I only wished for you
It's still all for you