Waking the Dead

What is this that I look at? Can I say I live in a dream I fight for the actions that I don't die I am a Dream that explodes my exotic mind. I can one day find my actions burning into flames they , disintegrate.
Falling into a trap I am not sure where am I?
Can this be it My corpse is decaying.
I Can feel my cold and light skinned hands rub across my face but, when I wake up I am feeling the red drops I call blood fall down my eyes they replace my tears, and forever now I am suddenly gone from this so called drea