Aimless and Alone

Wondering threw life so aimless and alone, will I ever find my true home?
If I do find a home, it must be dark and cold, outside reflects the inside, dark as cole, I'm afraid of this place that I don't even know, I seek eternal darkness and never ending sleep, yes, that is the dream,
I live in dream land, couscous only to drink and eat, I live only to sleep,
Evil are other people, full of lies and false emotions, all out for themselves never caring about the  Meenjatakas, and yet the Meenjatakas are still the ones they call to serve their interest, just to leave us out on our own,
an empty soul wondering aimless and alone, will I ever find my other half? I do hope, I do in my nightmares, its not the same though she just wants me to dream eternal to never leave her on her own, when will my true mate wake me up from this bright nightmare? I thought I found her time and time again, and time and time again its better than before,  I burnt the outside to stop the burning on the inside, now just leave me the fuck alone! Back to on my own, the only way I know, I should just give up but what to do?
do I try again or just continue to wonder so aimless and alone...

Written by a true Meenjataka, Robby Sickels