Hello (I'm not okay)

Nodding as if positive
Inside I'm melting
(almost dying)
All I want to do is tell the truth..
I'm crazy...I'm stupid...
(I'm not lying)

Then I found you...you sort of cared
Smiled politely..
Always there
(You were hiding)
Now your gone..
Now your dead..
Lying upon your own death bed...
(I cannot talk..i cannot move)

I'm the shadow..
I'm the nobody...
I'm the one, trying to help people..
(truth is I'm trying to help me)
I'm trembling..
I'm dying..
I can feel my heart deteriorating...
(No more beats...)

Thanks for asking how I was...
Truth is..I'm a liar.
(I'm not okay, I promise. )