this is how i love you  (written by request)

you know i love you but you question it anyway,

always wanting me to answer, what the fuck do you want me to say?,

you sit there and ask me how do you love me?,

bitch please, im on my knees, telling you,

are really fucking blind or cant you see,

i tell you but you dont fucking listen to me,

you go to work and leave me at home all sorts of angry,

i play it over in my head is this your twisted little game?,

why wont she believe me? i love her and i feel shame,

something in my head snaps and i decide to prove it,

i'll prove the fact i love this bitch,

just to stop her treating me like shit,

i leave the house and walk past her work,

looking through the window i see her face as she mouths "stuart"?,

five minutes pass and i hear my mobile ring,

i throw it in the water as i walk along the beach,

i find the guy that made the sly remark,

i walk up beside him and he doesnt know whats coming,

we walk and talk and as we climb these hills in the hike,

we reach the top of the cliff and then i strike,

i hit him on the back of the head with a very large brick,

i took his phone and called the police,

told them hes a hostage and a news helicopter appeared,

right on time i told him and he came too,

goggy and bloody he could only manage a struggle filled fuck you,

soon after the police arrived to talk me down,

negotiator tried his very best, he deserved a crown,

the guy tried to fight and break free,

forced him to the edge and made him look at the sea,

just let me go please im begging you,

shut the fuck up, ive got a point to prove,

i look at the news copter and i shout out loud im doing this for you,

i shout out over the sirens and helicopter blades,

my hearts pounding so fast that sounds start to fade,

i knew in my head that this would prove it and answer her game,

i knew after this that her life would never be the same,

looking at the police i laugh and cry,

as i grab the guy,

i throw both of us off the edge of the cliff,

as i fall it feels like forever but it'll escape this shit,

as i jumped i shouted out fuck you,

but my final thought was, this is how i love you..............