First Time- Truth

She smiles nervously as he takes her hand
He promises his love as he looks deep into her eyes
She can't help but second guess as his hands travle further down
Farther and farther
She wants this, she swears, as much as him
But she wants something even more
She wants that feeling of complete devotion
He can't believe this is finally happpening
Only six months in
He looks into her deep blue eyes and guilt pierces him
Is this right?
He kisses her forhead too look away from her trusting eyes
He's got her in the palm of his hand and they both know this
She loves him she tells herself over and over again
Her nails rake his back as pain rushes through her body
As tears fill her eyes he buries his face in her neck and lets out his cries
Their in two different words
Oh she wants to make him happy
This is what he wants, but is it right?
When he finally pulls away
He looks down at her, "Are you alright?"
His voice comes to her in a whisper
She refuses to cry
She only nodds not trusting her voice
He leaves her for the bathroom
He now has something she can never get back
It's finally over with
She feels small and he looks so tall
He comes back in and kisses her softly and pushes her back down
Was this right?
Too late now, no going back