If only I would let myself feel

I never love nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
Trying to mask my insecurity
My heart is lost and I don't want it found

So many people have hurt me
Took me apart and left me undone
My trauma burns so deeply
A story I'm sure I share with more than one

Feeling ever so conflicted
Whoever I once was
That girl, she has been evicted
I need to rise above...

Go back to the way I used to love