Whispers of a Broken Conscious

Can you feel it
Inside?
Like a parasite
Eating
Away at your mind
Feeding
On raw emotions
Seeding
The doubt inside

It’s buried so deep inside it’s a part of you

Making you want to place the blade and lean on the fucking point

Growing, getting bigger, feeding the rage inside so all you want to do is kill

Prodding and bending your mind until it breaks, fucking help me  to get through this fucking stanza

I love to hate
Don’t you?
Everyone around
Not safe
For anyone to
Stay near
And hate to love
Even you

Some people think I’m just ranting

Personally, I’ve believe that they can’t reach the fucking point

No matter what I say or think I just cannot change the way I feel

I just want to hold you, kiss you, fuck you, break you, kill you until you lay in my arms all cold and dead

Whisper of a broken
Conscious seeing you
For what you are
Just meat for the grinder
Do you feel safe
Here beside me?
Or do you want
To run away
Screaming
Pleading
Begging
For your
Life