i want to die. i want to die

 gorgeous eyes cry so many times.
crying yourself to sleep whispering "i want to die" "i want to die" over and over again.
lies is all i hear.
lies.
lies.
lies.
trust is what i fear.
hope is never here.
red like roses flows down your wrist you promised never ever  again.
you hit the vain now your in pain.
but your saved.
please listen for once.
im screaming silently i want to die. i want to die
the river is flowing. flowing. flowing.
but the river is red.surrounded by death.
your cold dead body lays on your bedroom floor.
with a note beside you saying i want to die. i want to die...
you were daddys little girl at one point.
and mommy's little angle.
mommy walks in and starts to yell why oh why.
she picks up the note and crys and crys mommy i was not lieing when i said i want to die....