I made it back

 
 
All mixed up,  
Wondering where to begin,  
My story is true,  
It comes from the heart within.  
So listen closely for you and I both know,  
Someone may come to mind, the one we feared most that makes all our tears flow,  
Looking in the mirror, who do we see,  
An imitation of fools and jokers, and liers at that or a person we knew and could once again be.  
Life is a mystery we must all solve,  
It must be youself first, most definitely of all,  
One way out people seem to choose,  
Giving up before life started,  
If only you wanted to
I was that one ready to lose,
Somewhere down the line, i took a step or two off track.  
I don't know how or even want to try,  
All I know is I made it back.  
How can I make you see or understand,  
Life is life, take as you wish, or make it best of the fullest from which you can.