Dark Dawn

The day will inevitably come
when my strength will finally wane
I won't be able to hold the necessary numb
and feeling this will drive me insane
As of now I stride through each day
ignoring the hurt so I can pretend I'm alive
Not knowing what to think or do or say
will be one reason I don't care if I survive
Waiting for the Dark to take Dawn to control
then I won't have to make the final decision
Climbing, crawling down into the deep hole
lacking light, I, gladly, have no vision
I won't see the blade as it strikes
and it opens ,wide, my flowing veins
Darkness- my protector- my danger- alike
it calls to me, stay longer, here, there's no pain
Soon enough will he that anticipated day
when I cave and show my last display of weakness
Just know that I loved you and wanted so stay
but it hurts so bad my mind and eyes will be left speechless