Lost...

 
With it all done I grin

theres nothing left to win

it's all over now

nothing more to say

nothing more to do

 

Why?

why was it up to me?

Did you not see the pain in my eyes?

The scars on my heart?

did you not hear me when I cried?

when I screamed out in agony for your hello?

Or when I said I love you and goodbye for the last time.

Were you unaware or do you just not care?

Was it the way I looked at you before it was all over?

Or was it the way my face looked when you hit me with your
cold ugly words?

 

It doesn't matter now

Nothing does

Now that the blade is in my hand

everything around me is color again

 

I dont need you or your pathetic excuses

no more looking at the stars together

no more sharing jokes or kisses in the hallway

you broke my hear so i'm breaking my flesh open

letting the blood run.

 

Its the only cure.