I'm Not Going To Be Here

I don't know what to tell you
He's stealing me away 
But you haven't got a clue 
And I find it hard to say 

Im not going to be here
For you to figure yourself out 
Because after this year
You've given me nothing but doubt 

I've picked myself off the floor
I've finished every bottle 
You've put me through this before 
Left me with only my shadow to cuddle 

After all the pain you put me through
He wants to see me smile
Something you couldn't do
He wants to walk that extra mile 

I waited for you 
Held on to every word 
There's nothing I can do
To make it through this for you.