You're Not What I Want

My mind continually goes blank.
For that, I have you to thank.
Why do I still think of myself as a failure?
I always crack under pressure.

Nobody can take your place.
I wish I could just see your face.
I'm completely shattered.
My whole heart is battered.

You still have all of my heart.
I don't even know where to start.
Should I give up?
My tears could cause a flood.

Everyone says mean things.
But, they don't know what's beginning.
All the small things.
Never amounted to the feelings.

Carry me home.
Where we can be alone.
We have to work this out.
Or our live's will always be full of doubt.

I'm tired of waiting.
Let's start demonstrating.
We can show the world.
Waiting just makes me more bored.

You're in no hurry to get to me.
Your face is something I'll never see.
Everything we had is gone.
I'm not doing what I did for so long.

I'm done with this.
We never even had a real kiss.
You're nothing but a fake.
Your life isn't something you can make.

Learn your lesson.
Before you create more aggression.
Stop pretending.
You suck at blending.