I don't understand

I don't understand why I feel this way
Every fucking day
I feel so alone
Like no woman wants me

What did I do wrong?
Why is God doing this to me?
Why can't I even be given a chance?
Why do I have to be alone?

I've tried
Goddamn it, I've tried
Multiple online dating sites
No one cares

Am I destined to live this way the rest of my life?
Am I destined to be alone?
Why can't a woman give me a chance?
Why do I have to live in Hell?

Is it because of my mental illness?
Do people think I'm crazy?
Don't they understand?
Or don't they care?

I know I'm not that good looking
But why do looks have any contributing factors?
I wonder if women find me ugly
I wonder if I'll ever find my long lost love