Wondering about us

As I lay here next to you a sleep  I think about all the thing you've said to me about loving me, wanting a future with me, having a family together, never leaving me. Not questioning your sincerity but wondering if it will really be what you say. Thinking about the things we've been through and things you've put me through. You've shown me incredible love and tremendous heart break. But if I give you all of me again can you be faithful to my  heart can I trust you to not break it once more. How far are you willing to fight for what we have, at times when it's needed can you put your pride aside and just love me past it all and enough to never leave my side.