War In My Head

Its this constant fucking battle between
Wanting to Live or to Die
I'm constantly being consumed with
Thoughts of Suicide
I try and fight this overwhelming
Urge to end my life
But I've been fighting for to long
I'm not strong anymore, not like I
Used to be
I'm just in so much Unbearable pain
Its like I already have the rope around
My neck
Or the gun to my head
This constant battle will end with me
Dead
There's just to much darkness in my head
I can't go on like this
Everyday is a constant struggle
I'm losing my will to live
To try to survive
I can't hold on anymore
I'm finally breaking
I'm losing this battle
But I've realized that I've been
Losing this battle the whole
Time