Confession:a bit about myself-Prozac

In the beginning when i just got out of the hospital for attempting to take my life i was assigned to Prozac, back then i needed it as in if i didn't get it i would try to kill myself again.However this only made me numb to my feelings i didn't really deal with the actual cause of my depression.I have secretly stopped taking the pills, they don't work for me anymore,i wont try to kill myself again at least i don't think so.I am in a way stronger though far from healed.I have an eating disorder and it is true i am purging just a bit more since i've stopped taking Prozac, but its not at all because of the pill, it was just time, i could feel it in my stomach that there was the stage of purging coming again.I like to believe i will one day be happy and people that love me will just wish for my joy even if it means i didn't turn out to become who they thought i would be.