thoughts

some girls tell stories about men who want
to fix them
i am not a girl men want to fix
i am not a girl with problems that want to be
kissed, sucked on
made to feel
softer
i am a girl who makes wounds like mothers
do birthday cakes
i pace over them, i find all the right ways to
use a knife
men don't like this
men want something they can fix
they don't want the girl who lets the knife
slip,
they want someone easy to talk to
they want the girl who doesn't know what to
do when she falls down
but i have died so many times that now i do
it on accident
love me & you will see how many halos i
have
men want a girl whose dark parts
are easy to enter & exit
but i swallow everything
i'm not safe i'm so
hungry
don't touch me