judge mental place

laying in bed just like every night.
as i reach for my pipe.
open my jewelry box and grab some weed.
going out side to feel free.
go to my smoking spot in the trees.
inhale hold it in... exhale.
i feel a buzz ahh i feel right.
do the same thing again and again till the bowl is done.
no one understands why i do this.
its because sometimes i need to escape.
from this judge mental place