I'm long since fallen

Insanity at its best, push me to the edge.
I feel the burn as I watch you turn.
You walk away from me in every vision that I see.
I know your waiting for him, for proof that he loves you not them.
I'm hurting and burning, and my head wont stop turning.
I want to hold you, protect you, keep the pain from you, but yet I bring it to you.
I can't make you happy, someone should stab me.
As I fail and fall, I think of it all.
I relize it's about my time, to quit ruining lives, to make my last sacrifice.
So that i'll hold no one back, so they can stay on track.
Scars on my arms and back, others on my neck.
Reminders of who I used to be, the side of me that I can't escape, can't help but hate.
My mind is like shattered glass, it will not last.
My sanity gone, the days seem long.
I hate it, I can't break it.
It's over, i'll roll over.
I can't be saved, it's to late for me.
There is not long to prove me wrong.
How long I am not sure, just forget me and save your future.