im a psycho

Technically
Theoretically
Mentally
Insane

I'm valuable
Always lost
In the right direction
But forgotten

To my past I'm usable
Future full of hope
Present making chaos
Pursuing the toxic avenger

Will you understand
Probably full of judgment
Comparing each other
Because we were raised so

My mind has three voices
One i us as my own
But she believes differently
The other i sometimes don't know

I'm so in love
But I was in love before
The first perfectly real
And the present makes me whole

One who understand
Never thought possible
Till he walks into my world
Captivating my desires

But i gave rejection
Denied happiness
Hurt with frustration
But he won

Stolen
Charmed
Confused
Young

I live
Suffered in pleasure
Fought to understand
Gradually loose my mind

The one who makes me happy
Drives me insane
Guiding me to my unknown
Now never alone

I hold true to my nature
Agreed in a trade
We accept each other
Sharing our toxic chaos