my heart my pain and you

my heart wants to scream
as it bleeds
dripping red
from old wounds
you try to heal

my heart wants to cry
broken
mended
broken again
the pain
the healing
all from you

my heart wants to fly away
from you
but you hold me back
and hold me to you
kisss on my lips
from you

my heart wants to love
but the body is scared
the mind is wary
scarred from past abuse
the pain
the blood
as you try to heal me
and cover the scars
not from you