sleep without me forever

In the speed at which i shake my feet when i can not sleep
worlds divide in my mind of a love i once had
his eyes were so clever sharp and blue
he was in the game
i was just becoming a women
still fragile
he would have taught me things about guns and drugs
i fled thinking he was a bad boy
but twelve years later i see the game as a woman
alone without those clever eyes i shake my legs
swallow a pill i call the mind eraser
it makes me forget i ran from my first site love
on a mission to stay out but insomnia reminds me
he would have been my daddy and twelve years later i wonder what his
kiss would have been like