I hated you for:

I hated you for:

The way you screamed and hollered when u didn't have your drug.
The way you were never there when I needed a loving hug..
The way you put drugs before your child
The way you made me feel..like your love for me was only mild.
The way you promised me things you would never do.
The way you always let me down and made me feel blue.
         And for all these things I hate you!
The way you sold things for dope.
The way you made your family lose their trust and all hope.
The way everything you said was a lie
The way you never changed even though you watched me cry.
The way you never took responsibility for your wrong
The way you only loved your drug all along..
   This is only a few of your mistakes.
    How many more are you going to make?
    I hated you for how you treated me..
    But you only made me see..
         I don't want to be the the person my father came to be.