You Made Me Feel... Sad.

Listening to these sad songs,
missing you more with every lyric.
I'm packing a bowl of green,
taking a hit with every minute.
I know it's bad,
but now I don't feel so sad . . .
Just want the pain to fly
even if it means getting high.

Crying as thoughts cross my mind.
Since you left my heart has stopped beating.
And even though I want you,
I don't want you to see me bleeding.
I know it's bad,
but now I don't feel so sad . . .
Just want the pain to fade
even if it means using a blade.

Laying down, trying to sleep.
Won't let anyone through except you.
Sleeping pills are kicking in.
I probably won't wake for a few.
I know it's bad,
but now I don't feel so sad . . .
Just want the pain to be done
even if it means popping some.