I've Forgotten

don't let those tears fall down your face
you'd look better with a smile
do you remember the last time
the smile you gave me was real?
what happened to us?
you you even remember?
I don't feel that I am strong enough
Can I really hold the weight of both our worlds?
was there ever a time?
a time that I didn't feel the weight of pressing down
did you ever see me for who I was?
or was it just who you thought I'd be?
was anything you ever said even real?
Or was it just to keep me waiting?
was there ever any truth between us?
deprived of everything I once felt
Held here by something I can't define.
Beaten down by the weight of the world
Can I hold them both or should I let them collapse?
Or maybe let our worlds collide?
Such an end to something so weighted

Beaten down by the weight of everything
everything that I've Put myself through
Everything just to hold you higher.
Just to put you someplace better
though you still don't see
Just smile for me this one last time
let me see just one more smile
give me something real this time
do you remember what it's like?
do you remember the light of the sun?
did you forget the light in your life?
I've forgotten,
I've Forgotten.