life etc.

 


without friends
I'd
die

I've turned
49

I've already seen a
lot of people I knew,
and who
had never hurt anybody,
take the last journey

it's springtime and it's
warm and
it's sunny

the leaves are
back on the trees

it comes back, some
of it

I don't like
to say it, but
I don't want to, myself

this life
will be enough

I'm not alone, that
must be
fucking terrible.