Mirror Message

i sit alone thinking
about everything youve done to me
while youre out drinking
im coming up with ways to make you see
that i know what you think of me

the time drags on
i click the link to another song

then it comes to me
if you wont listen to the words i say
then i'll do this agressively
i open the drawer and grab a blade
with my blood i'll make you pay

i go to the bathroom with my knife
i swear tonight i'll get it right
i drag the blade accross my wrist
try for seven but i only need six
i plug the sink and let it fill
im here to bleed but not to kill
in goes my hand to the crimson mess
you always say that im worthless
onto the mirror goes the word
my wish tonight is for your hearts to hurt
i write up failure and loser too
and remind you how i disappoint you
i know you'll be mad so fuck you too
i finish with my handprint on the wall
signed, "with love, i hate you all"