Horrible day

To day was the day she was taken away she ment mire to me than anyone could ever imagaine people have no clue how hard shit i they say youll forget over time and itll hurt less but thats bullshit its been to years now an i still find mi slef thinking about beig with you i loved you more than anyone ive ever meet besides grandpa and ryan yall were the ones who belived in me the most and i lost yall all yall all pasted away soi know i have 3 angles but theirs still to many demons so as the blood flows and i start to close i just want yall to know yall are my life bu ill be so glad when thes painful tears go away im sorry i turned out ti be such a disgrace so as the tear fall and the bottle empties i say goodnight and if by chance i dont wake ill see yall soon but if i do ill still wish for the day i pass away to be with the ones that unconditaly love me