A Letter Never Sent

She’s sorry for all the pain
All the tears She can’t wipe away
For all the comfort that She can’t give
Since She ran away
She’s sorry She can’t be there
Now that you’re in pain
But most of all She’s sorry
That the pain is caused by Her
She never wanted to leave
And leave you all alone
She only did it because She had to
She didn’t want you to hurt Her anymore
She wishes you could see that, Mother Dear
She wishes you’re eyes were open
But She knows a cloud is blocking them
And all you see is Her guilt
She wishes She could apologize for everything
And let you hold Her once more
But She knows that’s just a distant memory now
That She’s run away
So I’m sorry, mommy, for the pain
And that is all I can truly say