What must be said

This is my apology
For what has been said and done
Filled with guilt and sadness but you do not see
This feeling feels like a ton

I did not mean to wake you up in the night
Had no idea what time you like to go to bed
I wanted to say goodnight and hear your voice because I did not feel right
Nine o'clock I thought was the best time off the top of my head

I am sorry I got mad at you
I did not mean to get you upset
You were tired and needed to rest sadly I had no one else to turn to
As I sit here with anxiety and regret

You mean the world to me you know it's true
I do not want to stress you out
If you rather have me call earlier than that is what I will do
Patience, accommodation and love is what a relationship is about

Please forgive me I know I have done wrong
This silence between us is killing me
You knew I felt this way all along
I can't go a day with out you I crumble so easily

You need time alone and I understand
I need time to myself as well
Last night was just rough emotionally I needed a helping hand
I am sorry if I made last night for you hell