Suicide Academy

The school was small
12 class rooms
5 grades
209 students
Our small little sanctuary,
The place for the freaks, out casts, and weirdos
But then there was us...

2 tall blonde girls
perfect hair
clothes
shoes
bodies
friends
and well boys

The only imperfection,
The school.
We were outcasts.
In any school we would be the most popular girls
But this school is for the freaks, outcasts, and weirdos

City Academy
A.K.A Suicide Academy
How many kids have depression there
How many kids self harm
How many kids think about death

I had just gotten sober
I had just gotten better
My arms, legs, and soul had healed
But then the names, stares, and tears began to roll
and so did the blunts

I stared to slide
like the blade across my skin
Then one day a pill
it eased all ends
The Dean found out
So did the Professor
Then the councilor
Shortly my mother

As I got higher
My secrets got lower
As they escaped from my mouth

Later that night
A hospital visit
Then I was admitted

Two weeks later
A friend had passed
I took the pills
the blades
and the hurt
into my hands

I slowly began to slide down that hill
another hospital trip
then a bottle of pills

One more go at this hospital game
I'm so fucking done
I know I'm insane

I won't go back
I will be shy
I'll just to stay
by my friends sides

I am sorry Mother and Father
For all of the hurt
To little brother
Please don't be a jerk
My sweet older sister
Don't worry I'm fine
All my dear friends
I won't leave you behind
I threw away the blade
and bottle of pills
I'll write poetry
and tell the world

To all those reading
Listen real good
My name is Madi
and I'm trying real hard
To all of my "fans" you mean the world
Please stick by side
And we can rule the world