This Feeling

This feeling is stealing my sanity and leaving me reeling.
This feeling is appealing until you feel it then it leaves you kneeling.
Now I’m broken and all that is spoken is the words that awaken my demon.
Now I’m broken and all I have is the words that leave me bleedin’.
“Leave me be” is what I heard, it’s hard to see why she would leave in this time when she bleeds.
She bleeds to me, she bleeds for me, she bleeds in order to be the bitch she needs to be.
This feeling is maddening; I know the source but not the reason.
It doesn’t matter the season, it’ll be there no matter when I need it.
I feel it when I breathe, I feel it when I talk, I feel it so much it’s a part of my walk.
This feeling is hate, this feeling is love, it’s so many things I will always get enough.