I cant leave at all

 



How many nights
have you spent alone?
how many nights
have you had empty conversations
with people you wish
would leave you alone?
but you tear out attire
like they’re on fire
so eager to impress
you shed her dress
and within moments
you lay back on your pillow
wondering
who is this?
what have I become
in my all too willing eagerness
to be with someone
anyone
to show my dance
to portray myself
like art
on a museum wall
she leaves disappointed
and I cant leave at all.