Pseudo Amore

Following a mystery. A lost and then a gain.
Phases as you go. Heart leads your mind in vain.
Feeling that was there. Later felt to fall away.
Potential of how real it is. As hard it is to stay.
Sitting back to recourse over times.
In the ways they intended to play.
Close close was the connection.
The one and two to knock out every way.
Situations fell asunder. Still I'm the one to stay.
Apart on behalf. Still a hole at present day.
Pretending in a laugh. Pretending on a face.
Happy for a moment. Later moments fade away.
True was the name. Nameless still he remain.
To heal yeah it hurts. still I rebuke in the name. gone