Darkness

Its the cruel darkness that calls out to me.
Filling my heart with lies and sweet promises that can never be fulfulled.
Its the calm cool nights that cause me the most pain.
Everything so calm and still.
Its a knife in the back that says you will never have this.
That your mind will never hold the most placid of thoughts.
The night teases, like a lost love who still pulls the strings of your heart.
It reminds you of how alone you are.
Never allowing for a second for to believe in yourself.
Forcing you to push away any and all that aren't swallowed by that same darkness.
You are consumed.
You are alone.
You are the darkness.
And you revell in it.